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    15 mei

    Chasing Pavements: Adele

    This is a music video that I have seen recently. Reminded me of a prior event in my life. I think the song is beautiful and meaningful. The song won a Grammy for Best Female Pop Vocal Performance. The singer won a Grammy for Best New Artist as well. The music video has also received a nomination from MTV and VH1.
     
     
    14 april

    Another Yasmin Ahmad Special: Family

    This is another Yasmin Ahmad commercial which was launced by the Ministry of Community Development of Singapore. It promotes the importance and value of family bonding, through all the imperfections of family relationships. Admittedly, I shed a few tears watching this for the first time and even the next few subsequent viewings.
     
      
    26 maart

    Blog O' Rant

    This is a two part entry as recent events have prompted me so.

     

    The first part is mainly concerning our aspiration and inspiration as human beings. Firstly, are we as the people, truly capable of achieving our purpose (whether or not it is truly amiable to others in the first place) or calling in life? Current social and economical circumstances inspired by ever so prevailing capitalistic agendas, has made me to believe that is somewhat difficult if not truly impossible.

     

    As someone who has grown to almost an age of certain competency with so agreeable experience and knowledge, it has been disappointing in the sense, that I have been so unable to do what I really want to do, with the resources/abilities/opportunities that I have been granted. Don’t get me wrong, in the sense, that I’m suicidal or anything like that, but is it that circumstantially, that my predicament is all influenced by the way the world thinks or works or REQUIRES me to be. I am who I am due to the prevailing forces of the world. That in fact, no true functions without the influential of others and its surroundings. Have I truly lost my way or is it somewhat a crossroad of insecurity? The plethora of reasons and factors astounds me.

     

    A cordial remark by a long lost acquaintance of mine, said that life is about enjoying every single moment. That may be true to put it in its most simplistic and perfect utopia. Unfortunately, such carefree attitude may be too nonchalant or cavalier.

     

    The second part of the rant, is inadvertently brings me to our interaction/relationship with fellow human beings. Some believe in karma for what is good will bring forth more goodness and vice versa, in the most austere definition I can muster up. Frankly speaking, it is a load of crap. Are we constrained and bounded by this enigma (hardly!!), that we reason with ourselves to inspire goodness in ourselves and others, that we hope the same will befall upon us? That’s rubbish. Have whatever that I have done so far brought me an ounce of happiness? Maybe to you, that’s too soon to tell. Hmph… The starving children or less unfortunate (in whatever shape or form), what have they done to deserve it?

     

    Personally, I have done some stupid things in the past, admittedly. But it doesn’t by any standards bind me to be less significant in terms of my doings and current outlook and demeanor.

     

    Anyways, ultimately in the two parts that I have mentioned, all I want to say is we are who are because of our past. We act and learn from our past experience, but not to ponder and hold ourselves and others to it. As we grow older, our problems grow as well, but we are more EQUIPED to handle them. It is easy to lose sight of what we have experienced and learnt. It is only with the calm back-seat revelation and clarity that we see what we are doing and its consequence.

     

    It is painful to watch our friends fall into despair and yet putting ourselves in their shoes just seems so easy. All the world’s best intentions fall apart in hypocrisy and stupidity. Self-esteem and confidence in oneself is another issue. We ALWAYS try to compare ourselves with others and this breeds contempt within ourselves.

     

    Life’s a bitch, we just all need to take things one step at a time.

     

    What if, with all that I have said from the very beginning, is all just rubbish? Perhaps, all I need to be less of a cynic and try to be more optimistic and positive.

    18 februari

    Meal Of A Life Time: Jaan Singapore!

    Many a food enthusiast, like myself, would love to wine and dine in Michelin starred restaurants at least once in their lifetime. This haute cuisine dining experience, usually reserved for the rich and privileged, now accessible for most of the middle-income earning public. The sound of wine glasses and smell of fresh foie-gras and caviar, bids a huge appreciation in all the senses, especially the gastronomical one.

     

    Unfortunately, the Michelin Red Guide is not available in Malaysia or Singapore, as far as I know. However, they do share the Tatler’s Guide to the Best Restaurants in both countries. As some of you would know, I subscribe to these guides. Not like I can afford patronise these outlets on a regular basis, but the fact that I can only dine there like perhaps once in many blue moons with the company of good friends and/or family, makes the dining experience all the more pleasurable.

     

    Suffice to say, my experience in this place that I’m about to write about, is not the most accessible of prices in town. However, it would be prudent to be a Feed-At-Raffles cardholder or a Raffles Member, because it would give you the much needed discounts. But in its defense, which I’m sure you will agree, is quite worth your lifetime to experience. Times maybe bad, let’s burn some plastic. The name of this deserving establishment is Jaan restaurant located at the Equinox Complex at the Swissotêl, The Stamford, on the 70th Floor, in Singapore. Try to imagine the view!

     

    Alright then, on with the review, the only pre-conception of Jaan is that it is a French fine-dining restaurant, that and many other fine-dining restaurants that I have been to, such as Lafite in Shangri-La KL and Atmosphere in Tun Mustafa Tower (better known as Yayasan Sabah Tower) in KK. Honestly, it is quite similar to Lafite, but this place is much more exclusive. Believe me when you only see only 12 tables, a maitre’d, the décor, just about the same number of waiters per table and the magnificent view. The chef is of a Taiwanese-French descent, André Chiang, which has graced tables in various Michelin starred restaurant around the world and no doubt is an accomplished master of cookery.

     

    The service was nothing less than attentive and friendly. The maitre’d ensured that we were comfortable and even explained our 7-course dégustation meal. I would have been more impressed if they had given us some wine pairing recommendations, however that was unnecessary as I choose an excellent South African all-rounder from Kanonkop Cabernet Sauvignon 2001, that would serve our wine needs for the evening.

     

    To all our surprise, we were served, which initially appeared to be some strange looking floral arrangement, “Bread sticks”, which is essentially broomstick bristle thin wisps crumbled with cheese or sesame. Accompanying it is an emulsion of smoky eggplant in olive oil and some sort of goat cheese dip. Thus begins our evening.

     

    Next is the amuse bouche, which is essentially a bite-sized hors d’œurve. One interesting fact that I have learnt is that an amuse bouche differ from any other appetizers is that they are not ordered from a menu by the patrons, but are according to the chef’s selection alone. Served as an “excitement” of the taste buds to both prepare the guest for the meal and to offer a glimpse in the chef’s approach to the cooking. Anyways, the amuse bouche was a green pea sorbet in a miniature ice-cream cone. Honestly, when first explained by the server, I was rather unenthusiastic about the prospect of a vegetable sorbet, but it had a sweet, organic flavour to it which was rather surprising delicious. However, it didn’t stop there, as it included a sweet emulsion of a green grape, trout roe and cucumber, decorated by an edible flower on a strip of cucumber. This gave us a rather definitive view of what to expect next.

     

       

     

    Then starts the meal, with its first course. The Légumes Oubiliés, or the Salad of “Forgotten vegetables” with olive oil sorbet and ocean trout confit. Served on a large rectangular plate initially appeared as a montage of some fairy tale comprising of exotic shapes and colours. Some of the “vegetables” include white carrots, baby sorrel, beetroot and broccoli. The accompanying “condiments” (for a lack of a better description) includes morsels of pink trout flesh, preserved apple chunks and the olive oil sorbet that is spread evenly below each morsel of edible goodness.

     

     

    The next course is one of my favourites of the evening, the Ventriche de thon “Toro”, consisting of Japanese toro, aubergine ratte, potato tartine and smoked basil vinaigrette. Premium tuna belly cooked in the best way possible. Slightly smoky without the overbearing fishy taste. On the sides, tiny cubes of aubergine ratte laid with either caviar or basil. Oh-so-luxurious to say the least.

     

     

    This is subsequently followed, by a dish, simply called Foie Gras. The description states, “Porcini, foie gras, porcini, foie gras, porcini.” Might sound simple but the dish is nothing but extravagant and elaborate. A croquant of foie gras atop with porcini mash, then a log of foie gras studded with paper thin shards of porcini mushroom. Simply divine!

     

       

    The fourth course is the Couteaux de mer, which is a “Fricassé of razor clams with winter vegetable barigoule, light vanilla lobster emulsion”. A white seafood chowder-y foam is spread over the clams with a sliver of a crouton (which I think it is). Unfortunately, I have forgotten to whip out the camera to snap a picture, as I was pre-occupied admiring and chewing down the clams.

     

    Anyways, another seafood delight, Baudroie, “Pan-roasted baby monkfish on black truffle aligot, fish bouillon ‘a la setoise’”. Served in a slightly deep dish with amber-ish foam with a tender white fish pan-roasted to perfection. To our amazement, beneath it all, lies two very distinct tender mussels. By now, I was beyond bewildered and simply just enchanted by the whole experience.

     

     

     

    However, the main dish has yet to be served. Anticipation of a grade-9 wagyu beef dish is just too much to bear nonetheless. Named the “Carotte Violette”, which is essentially, “Slow-baked ancient purple carrot, wagyu beef and pure veal jus”. The wagyu is just simply divine, from its fatty marbling which melts in your mouth that is a result of breeding and feeding regime of massages and the addition of beer and/or sake to its diet, to the flavour, tenderness and juiciness (medium-rare, I would add) as its caramelised veal glaze provides the exterior texture. On the dish, the purple carrot spread with the same foam as the previous dish (me thinks) and a tiny cube slab of what seems to resemble a hash-brown.

     

     

     

    As the richness of flavours slowly dawned its intricacy on my taste buds, it’s time for the pre-dessert. Our maitre’d delicately indicated that it is a surprise of our senses, he was certainly right. It came on a stainless steel slab in which was engraved “Jaan Par André” as a salute to his achievement here. Atop the slab, a lemon spaghetti sorbet decorated as a flower. Sweet and slightly sour-ish but refreshing nonetheless provided such a contrast to the richness of the previous dishes, seems to endow us with a reprieve.

     

     

     

    The actual dessert is nothing short of magnificent either. Sucré or the “Grand Desserts of Chef” – a trio of chocolate cake moist with paper thin wafers, Tahiti vanilla ice-cream with risotto chips and a fromage frais with dried strawberry crisps on a stick. Lusciously sinful!

     

     

    Thinking that this is more or less the end of our gastronomical adventure, we were yet again surprised by another compliment from the chef. Lollypops of white and dark chocolate, with three different assortments of cakes. I’ll let your imagination run wild with the photo illustration of it.

     

     

    The bill was expectedly astronomical as the view itself. We clambered away feeling like we have just past through heaven, but looking forward for the next perfect meal.

     

    As a tribute to the company I had, I would like to stress that meals such as this can only be enjoyed with the right company, the love and excitement of such an experience lasts a lifetime.

    11 januari

    How To Say I Love You

    I won't say much here, but watch this video.
       
    29 november

    The Maury Show

    I know I have not updated this for ages. And well, I had little reasons and aspirations as of late. There has been many changes that I have gone through and sadly, it will go undocumented and it will remain that way. If you knew me well enough or bothered to know how I was doing, this wouldn't be a problem. :P
     
    Anyways, back to current events. One fine and particularly boring day, I was just doing my usual YouTube-ing around. I found out about this show called the Maury Show. Showing similarities to The Jerry Springer Show, although i think it has more of a serious undertone and definitely less raunchy. But it doesn't merit it either. The show covers issues such as sexual infidelity, paternity test results, unusual illnesses, makeovers, or parenting. Watching some of the episodes, it clearly shows how much a certain population in the US regard as entertainment. Apparently, the show rates at about an average of 3.5 million viewers per episode.  
     
    At first, I felt a faint sort of sympathy for some of the typical guests of the talk show. Eventually, I remembered why I didn't like Oprah, Phil Donahue, Howard Stern or the UK equivalent The Vanessa Show. These trash TV programmes were similar in nature essentially. Explotation of certain sub-cultures and minorities. In the case of the Maury Show, the focus was clearly in exploiting dysfunctional families and distressed minorities. Most of guest were either from some blue collar country, trailer park or some real red-neck Southeners. The show (and the audience) took to embrace and sensationalise some of the worst stereotypes of American society and behaviour. I understand that these are real people, with real problems/plights, and his show tries to fix some of these problems. But it is sad to see how entertainment today exploits and trivialises these pool ol' people. It seems that some of the most viewed and popular segments are called, "Violent, Oversexed Teen Girls", "Paternity Test" and "Sexy, Shocking Family Secrets... Revealed". My goodness! God help us!
     
    Anyways, dependent on how curious you are, here are some links to some of my "favourite" episodes:
     
    29 juli

    I'm So Sick

    Time for me to post what I have been listenning lately. Musically, that is. Every now and then, an artist or band will intrigue me and I would feel compelled to whore it out to the world. So, I know that this band has been around for a while and I have been listening to thenm for a while now. So, it might not be new to a lot of you.
     
    Anyways, this band is called Flyleaf, an American alternative rock band. They do have that P.O.D. band label as well, since all their band members are of the Christian faith. But of course, that is disputable. Anyways, here they are with their single "I'm So Sick".
     
     
    24 juni

    Fuel, Transit Railways And People

    I've been relying on KL's less than desired public transportation system, for some time now. For some of you who lives in big cities, you can share in the pain. Amidst the buses, LRTs, commuter railways, taxis or Monorail in KL, its system of interconnecting one another is a fool-hardy effort to say the least; leading to nowhere significant at most times, and is rather time-consuming, if you compare it with your own private vehicle.
     
    The cost of utilising these systems is not as cheap either. A return fare compounded with the hassle of waiting for these public transports, squezzing in with the masses, not to mentioned the smelly armpits of many commuters; begs the patience of the mind and the nose. 
     
    I'm one of the few blessed individuals who live in Bangsar. The LRT system is nearby, although it is sometimes tough to get there. Anyways, what used to be known at the Putra LRT System, is now under the umbrella of the government-run and owned consortium of RapidKL. The consolidation of KL's two LRT systems, stage buses system and also the feeder bus system. That is about the only good thing about it.
     
    This morning, I was caught by surprise, by the amount of people using the public LRT. It was already congested before the fuel hike, but now it is just ridiculous. I'll see whether i can take some photos, the next time I encounter this hellish crowd. The public doesn't seem to mind packing it in like a can of sardins in one of those trams. I wonder about the pick-pocket crime rate on those things. Also, isn't it dangerous to overload those trains? I mean, most of the time, i can't even breath or hangon to anything, just in case there is an emergency. Normally, after two or three trains past by, I would be able to board. But this time, it took almost 45 minutes and 6-8 trains later. The fuel hike and the capacity of the existing public transportation doesn't correlate at all.
     
    Although I take the public transportation, apparently, the amount of cars on the road hasn't decreased. Just a lot more civilised driving now as compared to before the fuel hike. As inconvenient it is to utlize public transportation, it is still more convenient, safer, less time consuming and less dangerous (in a lot of ways), to just drive. an excerpt from Wikipedia, "Public transport can offer significant advantages in areas with higher population densities if it is efficiently utilised, due to its potentially smaller physical and environmental footprint per passenger." Keywords here being "if it efficiently utlised"!!
     
    My conclusion is, before I get dishearten by KL's public transportation, let's hope that the government does something about this. Otherwise, I would be forced to pollute the air and leave a larger environmental footprint, by driving my big 4x4! HAHAHA!!! Even my iPod is not alleviating the pain anymore.
    27 mei

    Aspiration From My Saviour

    I'm sure to some of you who know me, probably thinks i'm not that much of a holy man. Well, that is really half true. I've never really subscribe to whole church going, praising the Lord in song sort of Catholic. Anyways, here is a passage that I keep reminding myself every now and then. It is from Psalms 23.
     
    The Lord is my shepherd, I shall not want.
    He maketh me to lie down in green pastures: he leadeth me beside the still waters.
    He restoreth my soul: he leadeth me in the paths of righteousness for His name's sake.
    Yea, though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I will fear no evil: for thou art with me; thy rod and thy staff, they comfort me.
    Thou preparest a table before me in the presence of mine enemies: thou anointest my head with oil; my cup runneth over.
    Surely goodness and mercy shall follow me all the days of my life: and I will dwell in the house of the LORD for ever.
    19 april

    Trip Back To My Roots (KK, Sabah)

    It has been quite a while since my last entry. Why? Mind your own business. Well, to be honest, nothing to report and no inspiration to blog. Blame it on eveything else except me. It is not my fault my muse is missing.
     
    Anyways, just as an update. I have resigned from Manpower Services some two months ago and now with Standard Chartered Bank as a Problem Analyst. Well, their IT arm anyways; Scope International. Benefits are similar to those of Standard Chartered Bank. Prior to that, I was officially unemployed for about two months, which sucked. I know what some of you are thinking, why did I quit even when I had no job offer? Well, fuck you all, I have my reasons. Just joking, the situation is so bad, that all my former team-mates in Manpower have left or going to leave. I won't bad-mouth them further, against my better conscience. Things couldn't be any worst. No job, single again, and no money. However, I'm now happy to be working with Scope International, and will be looking forward to be there for a long while.
     
    Ok, back to more current events. I had a short break back to Sabah. This is in conjunction with my birthday that I was hoping to spend with my family. However, as I touched-down in Kota Kinabalu, my parents would be flying to the UK. Damn. Oh well, at least I would have the hole house to myself. I dunno whether it was good thing in  the first place, but so far it has turned out to be quite nice. I didn't have to worry about coming back late or anything like that. Anyways, celebrating my birthday in KK is quite nice, esspecially with friends and my sister lah. As the clock struck 12am on the 18th of April 2008, the staff and certain patrons of Shamrock took it upon themselves to shower me with 3 jugs of cold water. The rest of the night was spent getting inebriated out of my mind.
     
    The following day was no different, had dinner with my sister and some friends at Fish & Co. at Wawasan @ Waterfront. My sister had the liberty to informing the staff of the establishment to sing and dance there. Had a few fellas even take photographs as well. Time to claim rights to those photos. Anyways, had some drinks at Atmosphere which is located right in the middle floor (18th Floor, I believe) of the Sabah foundation tower. It is a revolving restorant cum lounge, where happy hours are from 9pm to 12am. The very potent Long Island Tea cost only RM10.50, which is a bargain considering the place is known to be quite expensive. Anyways, got quite drunk with just 3 glasses of Long Island. Had a nice hearty night with some of my friends; Eshmael, Brian, my sister and her boyfriend, Jaco, Naveen and his girlfriend and her friend Karen.
     
    Well, I'm still in KK enjoying myself and will be going back tomorrow evening. Will be missing everything here. But I hope to be going back very soon again and visiting my family and friends again.
    13 februari

    iTunes Sensation: Sara Bareilles

    The iTunes sensation, that broke through mainstream success with the single " Love Song". A bit old now (July 2007: most downloaded album (Little Voice)), but this is dedicated to certain individuals out there. As many art-ful pieces, you cannot take it for its literal meanings.
     
     
     
    This video was shot during the Sundance Film Festival. I prefer this "unplugged" acoustic version, rather than the studio version.
    08 februari

    Let Love Take Care Of The Rest: Happy Chinese New Year

    This year, I celebrate Chinese New Year again without my family, and thus feeling a bit lonely. It is unfortunate but unavoidable. Anyways, my hope for the New Chinese Year is very simple and has many people taken granted for. I am Chinese, but brought up in a not-so-conventional Chinese way as some of you know. But anyone who is Chinese will tell you that the love for the family is the most important thing in life. I couldn't agree more.
     
    Anyways, the videos below are something I found inspiring and also shows what I lack at times. The first video is about love and family. The second video is just so cute, but still conveys the message of love and cross-cultural boundaries are non-existant. Enjoy!
     
     
     
     
     
    I would like to acknowledge that this video is from an advertisement from Petronas, which I believe to be produced by Yasmin Ahmad.
    08 januari

    2008: Year of the Rat / A Year To Look Forward To?

    Now, let me see. It is 2008 now, I have not blogged in two months, where do I begin??
     
    Good Lord. It has been quie awhile ago actually. A lot has happened, but do I need to say them all? No lah. Wouldn't want to bore the lot of ya. Anyways, I'll start with the the most recent events.
     
    I've recently gone back to Sabah, for my annual Christmas with the family. As an obligation, I always spend about two weeks back home. Maximise my holidays, which includes saving up my annual leaves. Anyways, this year, unfortunately, only a few remaining friends of mine are home. This includes some who are now married or getting married. I anticipated many lonely nights there. Which turned out to be far from the truth. On my first night back home, I've arrived almost at 10pm, thanks to AirAsia "efficiency" in the sky. Was supposed to meet up with an ol' friend who just got hitched and I wanted to catchup. However, apparently, he fell asleep and I was all alone in KK, driving around looking for a drinking hole (all I really wanted was a pint). I found the place! In all its neon glory! Kilkenny!! What a bloody saviour. This Irish bar along the Waterfront, which I never knew existed, which apparently has been there for 3 years or so. Damn! It's name appropriately named, The Shamrock.
     
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    Anyways, I walked in, without a care, ordered my pint and sat down. A slow Thursday night (which was a holiday), not many people around at all. Plus it was about 11pm. A typical Irish/English pub in first glance. Wooden fixtures, cosy and slightly dank feel to the atmosphere, the DJ blaring away on the mic with music from the 80s. That was first glance. Not long after a couple of gulps, watching the highlights of the last's night EPL matches, the DJ came up to me, sat besides me, out her arms around me and said, "Why so late?". I could smell the Bourbon in her breath, so, I decided to play it cool. She apparently is the pub manager, and as slightly inebriated as she seems, she is adament that she is like that most of the time. Ok. Anyways, she like the professional that she is, is trying to sell the idea of the place to me. Like people come to this bar to socialise and be comfortable. She asked me why pick this place? Well, from the places I know, it is either crowded with over pretentious people, or too noisy for my liking for that night. Plus, who the hell can resist those neon lights? Well, all I can say from that moment on, I constantly came back to Shamrock to enjoy my pint.
     
    I've met with so many interesting characters from that bar and throughout my holidays, I came to realise that my friends were really not around and I could not have found a better place to hang out and just enjoy each others company.
     
    Anyways, in relations to the year 2008, what I implying is not that I'm forgetting my old company of friends or leaving the past behind, but to look forward to what's ahead. Because I will never know what is in store for me in the future. Anyways, cheers fellas, patrons and people of Shamrock, I salute you and a Happy New Year.
     
     
    17 november

    World of Anger and Animosity

    Recently, I've been witness to quite a number of angry and some very hateful incidents and conversations. I bear witness to the frailty of human kind. Arguements without any real resolutions, hateful remarks aimed to strike the heart, confrontations that results in anything but good. Have we all forgotten how to forgive and forget? Have everyone gone completely heartless and care nothing about others?
     
    Just the other day, I met an old couple coming out of a taxi in front of my office. Because the stop is right in front of the entrance to the office, by stopping there, some cars behind may cause to jam up a bit. Impatiently, the driver behind (in his black BMW), starting honking. Goodness gracious! Then, subsequently, as they entered the building, nobody bothered to open the door or escort them to the main reception area, although they were clearly lost. There were people there, but nobody bothered. I had to make my way back (I was going the other direction), and lead them to the reception area.
     
    I was in the brunt of a heated arguement, not that I had much of a choice, two bickering people who are just as stubborn as the other, couldn't even see to resolve the issue although long as past. Why is that? Nobody is perfect. Therefore, there is always room for forgiveness and self-realisation. Of course, it takes some time for some to fully realise the extend of one's character or mistake, but once that has happened, don't you think it is about high time to learn to forgive and forget? I'm no saint myself. I have faulted against others and others against me. Some may decide to hold a grudge, some feel remorseful, some even feel vengeful. I've learnt in the past that it is fruitless to stay angry all the time. Why let it bother me? I have admitted my faults and also apologies for most of it. At the same time, I have forgiven others no matter what the fault may be.
     
    It has been quite a journey so far as an adult of such. Maturity brings some peace to my soul and solitude to my being. "Let he who is without sin, cast the first stone".
    08 oktober

    Young and Innocent (Blind Faith?)

    Yesterday, I was at Sunday Mass at the St. Ignatius Church in Kelana Jaya. Unlike most masses throughout the year, this mass included the children (all of them should be at the age of 7 or 8, about 50-70 of 'em) receiving their first Holy Communion. The kids were all dressed in white; for the boys, all-whites with a red tie; for the girls, white fancy dress with a veil and even white gloves. Such a momentous occasion in a Roman Catholic child's life.

     

    For the un-initiated, the First Holy Communion is a Roman Catholic ceremony for a person's first reception of the sacrament (rite) of the Eucharist (The Lord's Supper/Holy Communion). This celebration is something like a rite of passage for the children towards the sacramental life of the Roman Catholic church. Perhaps, due to the child reaching his/her perceived "age-of-reason".

     

    For so many years, I have always avoided such masses as it always tend to be longer than the usual Sunday mass. But that's not the main reason for this entry, at least not to lament too much. For a long time, I have forgotten how to be a child. Everyday I'm surrounded by the prejudice and pre-conceptions of the world, that I rarely have any reason to truly smile. As a child, the atrocities of the world is, more often than not, hidden away from the child. A child will not truly understand such happenings and prejudice. As a homage to the film, La vita è bella, this movie demonstrates how a loving father shields his son from the evils within life in Europe during the Nazi occupation.

     

    I've missed such bliss and would give it all away just to be a child again.

     

    But then again, is it truly acceptable that one should live within such confines, oblivious of that all is happening or even accepting things that are told to us with blind faith? As a child, can they even truly fathom an entity such as God or a religious belief? Admittedly, when I was that young, I too didn't really understand. We were told to believe in something that holds no evidential proof, let alone having to wake up early every Sunday, just to listen to some old priest for almost an hour.

     

    I would bet that even some adults out there are accepting their beliefs as blindly as a child. Is it truly human nature of some to just accept the way things are? Or what's worst than the blind leading the blind? Would it be too foolish to say that we all lack some degree of understanding? What about the considerations towards other opinions on any subject matter? Why are they so many differing opinions on one subject at times?

     

    Anyways, in regards to the Sunday mass, although I smiled for all the kids, I couldn't help but feel a bit sorry for all of us.

    24 september

    Revelations of Sorts

    A lot of mishaps and misfortunes has happened to me this month for some strange reason. I'm just so fed-up that I just can't wait for this month to be over. My headaches are not improving because of this as well, aggravating my temper and emotions.
     
    However, I've read a story in the Sunday papers that set a slight glow in my heart. It is not the lottery or a pay hike or some competition that I won, but a revelation experienced by the writer. I'll spare you the details but I'll highlight some important bits.
     
    Basically, we always have a choice. We cannot change the event or situation, but we can change our perception of it. There will be many instances and events in life that we will never be able to alter.
     
    I guess, we can always look on the bright side of things. Inevitably, bad things will happen and we will have little to no way of changing any of the circumstances. I've said so in my previous entries concerning related topics in which, certain events and circumstances can easily be looked upon positively or love is simply just an simple act of commitment, I guess.
     
    Many may think that being idealistic is spawned by or equated to naiveté. I'm just trying to be strong in times of adversity and difficulty. Anyways, I hope that things will brighten up for anyone out there facing misfortunes as I've had recently.
    10 september

    Seasons

    There are times when life calls out for a change. A transition. Like the seasons. Spring is wonderful, summer is blissful, and somewhat we missed out on autumm. And now all of a sudden, it's cold, so cold that everything is freezing over. Our love fell asleep, and the snow took it by surprise. But if you fall asleep in the snow, you don't feel death coming. Take care.  
    06 september

    The Long Awaited Update

    It's been quite a while since my last update and I would blame it on recent events and a writer's block (that every writer seems to have to overcome every now and then) that have prevented me from bestowing my thoughts and updating this humble blog of mine.
     
    Anyways, just a quick update on what has been going on. I have recently just changed my job. Left my position as a tower team lead in HP and know work as a Recruitment Consultant in a company called Manpower Staffing Services. I'm only involved with IT positions, so, if you need an IT job, look for me. Anything else, also can, but I won't be involved personally. The office is in Mid Valley, so, if you do come and visit, be sure to call me.
     
    I have been actively playing tennis diligently every Saturday evening, unlike last time, because of our schedules. Now, my tennis group has grown and it is no problem getting players on Saturday and Sunday. There is really nothing that can detract me from playing tennis on Saturdays, however Sundays is a little difficult, as I would usually have plans. You know how it is. Anyways, I make up for it by going jogging as much as possible during weeknights after work. I find this to be unusually relaxing and gives me some time to think and contemplate. The night is calm and peaceful; very condusive for jogging. Of course, I would have my iPod on, which really doesn't make much difference then.
     
    Ok. That's that.
     
    09 juli

    Interesting Weekend

    My last weekend was pretty interesting to start with. Lots of food, friends and everything else in between.
     
    Firstly, Friday night, a group of 5 of us decided we will have crabs for dinner. And that means Kepong. Jaws agape and drool. Yes, we all jumped in one car and went all the way to Kepong for some scrumptious crabs. I can't remember the name of the place, however, I will find out for the sake of YOUR stomachs. Anyways, we had 3 crab dishes which is a cool 3kgs of crabs to feed four of us (as the fifth didn't eat crabs, because apparently lazy?!?), together with 3 other side dishes (not important :P). Meticulously finding all traces of crabmeat, armed with the use of a meat tenderiser hammer and a nut-cracker, we, the barbarians for a night, used every mean possible to furfill that objective. Also, the restaurant also sold these tiny, smaller-than-a-baby's-fist pan fried buns called "maan-tau". If I'm not mistaken, we had about 28 of those "maan-tau"s, which was usually dipped into the crab dishes to soak up the sauce. MMMM... YUM!!
     
    Saturday was another interesting day. Was supposed to go watch Transformers (courtesy of the company that I work for) in the morning, but I overslepted and therefore couldn't make it in time. Suffice to say, I felt really guilty as I invited my good friend to go as well, and he couldn't watch Transformers because I had the tickets. Circumstance, I need not explain cause it is embarassing. Anyways, I've made it up to him, by buying him lunch. The afternoon was spent getting some errands done, collection of contact lens for a friend, lunch, going to the tailors to get me a new pair of pants and a couple of shirts (I do this like one a year or less, for my own satisfaction), went to pay off my mobile phone bill and even played some tennis. And I did all that in about, more or less 7 hours. After tennis, I went home to catch the Wimbledon's Womens Singles Final between Marion Bartoli and Venus Williams. In the later part of the evening, joined some friends in Bangsar for drinks and some catching up. Ended up at one of their places for more drinking and games. Yes, it was a blast! Two of them ended up throwing chunks. But I had lots of fun no less.
     
    Sunday was spent resting the 'ol body and soul. Nothing like some R&R. Well, wanted to play some tennis again, but it rained, unfortunately. Ended up going to the Bangsar pasar malam to buy some food stuff and dinner too. Met up with a couple of friends in Starbucks and subsequently went back to watch both the Wimbledon's Mens Singles Final and British F1 Grand Prix, with my spoils from the pasar malam. Anyways, great wins for Roger Federer and Kimi Raikonnen, and that's my typical weekend considering my current situation. It's been interesting to say the least.
     
    Pictures to follow soon, I hope.
    07 juli

    New Inspiration

    It's been a while since my last blog entry. I hope it will not become a trend as I was just experiencing what is called as the writer's block. Oh well, my blog isn't intended as a life journal but just as a medium for my ranting and whatever I fancied blogging (useless but sometimes interesting).
     
    However, this time, I just want to update all on what is going on generally on yours truly. Firstly, psychologically, I'm at a good place (more or less) at the moment. There has been a recent event in which I have began to realise that life is not just about how I got here, but where in the future I want to be. Optimism and a bit of selfishness is needed to get where I WANT and not to satisfy what others need of me. My professional life is good but my personal life leaves a lot to be desired. Suffice to say that sometimes I can be too nice to the people I know. I need to a little bit stern and resolute on what is important to me. But no means that I don't respect my friends or anything like that, but if they are my friends or care about me, they would respect my decision and my opinions.
     
    Anyways, I've come to realise that so far, I've just been barely surviving through my life. Everything is JUST fine and nothing significant actually happens. Yes, there are the little peaks and valleys, but no mountains or "rise to another level" standards. Therefore, I have resoluted that, from now on, things will be different. I will get what I want, when I want. As simple as that. Life is not just about surviving anymore, I'm living my life now!
     
    Ok. Enough of this self-indulging crap. Anyways, I will be starting at my new job very soon. You can't tell how excited I am towards this new shift of my profession. A plan is on course for the future as intended. All geared towards what I want, yet again. I guess you will see more of what I mean in the near future. Let's just say for the moment, it has everything to do with what I want and what makes me happy. I know that I have what it takes and after all this time, I only lacked the consistency or confidence to actually make it happen.
     
    Anyways, I'm sure you are basically tired of this crap by now, therefore I'll leave you to wallow over your life as well. I'll promise that such self-indulgence will not re-surface again and I will continue in my usual norm of a blog.